[FIC] Currently Untitled
Posted: Wed Sep 01, 2004 9:15 pm
Sousuke checked the clock.
He still had time. Not a lot, but it ought to suffice.
It never paid to keep Kaname waiting. She had called him three separate times the night before, after she had gotten back to her apartment. Today it would be particularly inadvisable to displease her.
Finished with his school uniform, he picked up his school bag and headed for the door. He stopped to stare at a fax he had received the night before. A new mission was coming up. There would be further details some time that afternoon or later that evening.
His hand hovering over the door latch, Sousuke took a step back to ponder.
What would the proper thing be for him to show his affection to Kaname?
He was certain she would be looking for some statement, act, or object. As long as he had something, he would be safe. The precise object was always impossible to guess---Kaname apparently made up her mind after she saw whatever Sousuke settled on. But, overlooking things altogether could prove his undoing.
Nodding his head, he walked over to the bouquet of flowers that Kaname had brought by the other day to help spruce up his ‘drab and dreary domecile.’ After selecting the appropriate blossom, he stripped off a couple of leaves and one petal. It still looked nice.
Had he not modified things, Kaname would no doubt recognize the exact flower and scold him as an Indian Giver.
His thoughts drifted back to his trip to America. Kaname had set up a large tripod was set up in her apartment. She had stood in front of it, a long wooden pointer in her hand. On a large pad of sketch paper she had written two heading: 'Thing To NEVER Do or Say' and 'Good Things To Say or Do.'
She had trained him in the proper manner to behave around her father. That had certainly worked! Right! Now, last night, she had tried to school him in the proper manner to approach their classmates today. He sighed.
He had enough mission planners to deal with at Mithril.
Walking down the hallway towards the elevator, Sousuke couldn’t help but grin briefly. He remembered pulling a luggage cart next to Kaname. Shunya had spoken before he could. "Oh, thank you young man. That looks heavy. Here, a little something for your trouble." Kaname’s father pressed a folded ten dollar bill into the startled young soldier's hand.
Not long after that, Mr. Chidori had shown his displeasure about their flying arrangements. "Hmmmmm. I don't see any luggage stickers on you." Shunya had not been thrilled to hear about Kaname's manner of travel. He had looked her up and down with intense scrutiny, as if he were checking to see if a single thread were out of place. "I take it the two of you did not have any chaperons. Living ones, in any case."
If that hadn’t been bad enough, he could recall Kaname’s remark in the parking area as they waited for her father. "Sousuke, what are you doing to Mr. Smith?!!" Her father had been 'overjoyed' to find his hired bodyguard roughed up and handcuffed to a piece of metal.
Yes, Kaname’s tutelage had worked wonders….
Hopefully, today would go much smoother.
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Kaname was waiting by the front door to Sousuke’s apartment, not at their usual rendezvous point.
She checked her appearance in her compact for the fifth or sixth time. She looked fine…… didn’t she? Today was too special a day to mess up. She needed to look, smell, and sound her best.
So did Sousuke.
It would be just like that big idiot to ruin things somehow. She still cringed when she remembered something that he had said to her father in front of his house, not long after they had gotten out of the limousine. "Sir, I have been a soldier from long before I could shave. I have done what I have had to do. I make it a point to only do what I think is right. I see no justice in being unfairly judged by a man who talks for a living."
That had gone over well!!!
Of course, he had done much better when her father gave him a second chance, hadn't he??? "EVERYBODY DOWN!!!" Sousuke had knocked her and Ayame and Kaname to the floor, grabbed a live grenade, and ran towards an open window in the kitchen. With a well placed toss, he cleared the window sill and bounced the grenade out into an alley.
That had been after Mr. Smith had fired Sousuke’s pistol in the house!
“Oooooh…. Sousuke…. if you….” Kaname clenched her fists.
“Yes, Kaname?” Sousuke had naturally walked out of the door just as Kaname had been speaking his name.
“Sousuke!” Kaname covered her embarrassment by running up and giving Sousuke a kiss and a short hug. She checked herself in her mirror again to make certain that the moron hadn’t mussed her up. “Ready for the big day?”
Sousuke knew exactly what Kaname was talking about. It wasn’t actually a big day for him. He doubted that anyone would truly be surprised. Still, he would follow through on Kaname’s behalf, because it would make her happy.
But, having been lectured for three straight hours the night before, he was still in somewhat of a disapproving state. That was not good use of a Specialist’s time.
“Kaname?” That question alone ought to get her going.
“I KNOW you know what I’m talking about, Mister! We only spent two hours going through the drill last night!” Kaname stamped her foot. She smiled momentarily, seeing the flower in Sousuke’s hand. But, she quickly put on a scowl.
There was a point to be won here.
“Three.” Sousuke handed Kaname the lily.
“Thank you. It’s lovely.” Kaname smirked. “See. I KNEW you remembered.”
“I recall the time, Kaname. I think we spent so much time on your mission, that I have forgotten everything before that, and everything since.” Sousuke shrugged his shoulders.
“I see.” Kaname started walking, waiting for Sousuke to fall in at her side. “I suppose we can go over things again on the way to school. We can take the long route. We have time.” Kaname fought a grin, seeing the inadvertent expression on Souskue’s face. Ha!
Sousuke blinked rapidly. He enjoyed these games with Kaname. What tact should he take next? Yes, that might work. Oh, that would be good, too. “I was thinking about or trip to visit your family, Kaname.”
“Really?” Kaname looked somewhat shocked. “So was I!” She didn’t dare mention the grenade. The last thing she wanted to do was set Sousuke’s train on a military track. “What were you thinking about? Our time together in my room, when Daddy was out….” Kaname particularly liked that memory.
The two of them had shared similar moments again since that time, but that memory stood out.
It was special.
“No. I was thinking about the time Kumi and Izumi were serving appetizers…..” Sousuke took a full step away from Kaname.
Kaname froze. She turned very slowly towards Sousuke, as if she were made of ice and was afraid she might break into a thousand pieces. “Are….. you….. sure….. that….. was….. what….. you….. were ….. thinking….. about…..”
Sousuke swallowed hard. Gauron had been the only other person who had given him a look half that frightful.
“Uh… ummm… actually, I was thinking about the lessons you gave me before our trip.” Sousuke began to sweat. That was also dangerous ground.
Kaname stopped.
She grimaced.
“I see. You think that I’m making a big deal over nothing. Is that it?” She put on hand on her hip, and shook the flower with the other. “This is just another day for you?” He voice was irritated, but her eyes were worried and vulnerable.
“Negative,” Sousuke reassured her quickly. “As I have intimated before, what is important to you is important to me.” That should suffice, but it wouldn’t hurt to add a little more. “I love you, Kaname. If the other students have not figured that out by now, I have no problem with them becoming better informed.” He did care deeply for her.
Even after a month or so after their last sojourn, he still found himself amazed by that fact.
Kaname blushed. She never grew tired of hearing Sousuke say that he loved her. She knew he had probably added that comment to mollify her. It didn’t matter, because she knew he was speaking the truth. That alone was worth a hundred days like this one.
“I don’t think they know, Sousuke. That’s why I am really looking forward to today. The looks on their faces ought to be priceless. Uh oh,” Kaname just thought of something. “Tsubaki will probably challenge you to a fight again.”
“It would not be wise for him to challenge me over you.” The tone of Sousuke’s voice sent chills running up and down Kaname’s spine. She luxuriated in the knowledge that Sousuke would let nothing come between them
Not even Mithril!
Right????
“Besides,” Sousuke continued. “They must know. They simply did not wish to make you uncomfortable. Buddha said: ‘Three things cannot be long hidden: the sun, the moon, and the truth.’ Yes. You will see.”
Kaname furrowed her eyebrows.
“Buddha?” Kaname smoother her skirt. Did it make her look thick in the hips? “What made you think of Buddha, Sousuke. You were looking at me.” She stuck out her lower lip.
“You do not remind me of Buddha, Kaname.” Sousuke grinned. It was too golden an opportunity to pass up. “You haven’t gained that much weight….”
“That’s good…. W-w-what….” That last barb had hit Kaname right in her confidence. “You… you….” her annoyance quickly gave way to insecurity. “You don’t think I look fat, do you Sousuke?”
“No,” Sousuke said. “I think you look beautiful. I was just joking. You have said that you like it when I joke.” He wondered if she really did. “I will cease doing so, if it makes you worry too much.”
Kaname smiled. She felt a little sheepish. Even as long as they had been going together now, she still had things to work on. Still, she wouldn’t trade the changes in Sousuke for anything in the world.
“If you give me a nice long kiss, I might forgive you.” She grinned an evil grin. “Might. M… i… g… h… t…” Tossing her hair, she looked up when Sousuke stepped in front of her. “We may need to finally make our trip to that hotel….”
“Uh….”
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“OK, Sousuke. When you run across Shinji, what are you going to say?” Kaname stopped at the edge of the street, not in any hurry to cross just yet.
Sousuke’s teeth made a grinding noise. “Shinji. I wanted to let you know personally. Kaname and I have been dating for a number of months.” Why did he have to practice something so simple.
“Not too bad. It could use more feeling. More panache. A girl might start to think you don’t care that much.” Kaname kept from smiling. She was breaking Sousuke in for future events, whatever they might be. If he only thought that she was working on the present day, all the better.
“I see. A guy might think that the announcement was far more important than the relationship.” Sousuke gave Kaname a pointed look.
“Yes. A guy might. A guy. Boy’s are not nearly as bright as girls. Hmmmpppfff!” Kaname grabbed Sousuke’s hamd and started dragging him across the street. “Don’t step in that puddle!” She jerked Sousuke’s arm, so that he had no choice but to step in the deep water filled crevice.
Sousuke scowled as the water flooded his shoe and left his sock sopping wet. Kaname was in one of those moods.
“So, what are you going to say to Tsubaki?” Kaname hadn’t gone over that one with Sousuke. She was curious what might come to mind.
Frowning as his one shoe made a grotesque squishing sound, accompanied by an irritating sucking sensation, Sousuke replied “She’s yours for ten yen….”
Kaname stopped in the middle of the road. Sousuke had to push her safely to the side just as a large truck came barreling around the turn.
She walked over to Sousuke… knocked the book bag out of his hand… and wrapped her arms around his neck. In front of a number of students, she gave him a deep long kiss. “Going to give that up for ten yen, soldier?” She looked mighty satisfied with herself.
“No.” Sousuke smiled. “Nothing less than fifty yen!” Seeing the look on Kaname face he took off jogging.
“That’s it!” Laughing, Kaname chased after him. When they made it within sight of the school, the two of them held hands and took a moment to catch their breath.
“Almost there, Sousuke.” Kaname started to feel very excited. It was almost like the feeling she had as a child at Christmas time in New York.
“Affirmative. Are you entirely certain that today is the day. You have said that on two prior ‘definite’ days and three prior ‘possible‘ days. Mencius said: ‘Truth uttered before its time is always dangerous.’ It’s been months since we started going together as a couple. Is it finally time?”
“Oooooh… just what I needed, a reminder. Well, let me tell you what is dangerous. Smart aleck boyfriends and quotes. Especially quotes. God help you if you use any military quotes.” Kaname gave Sousuke a sharp pinch. The halisen was in her locker gathering cobwebs.
But, it was available for special occasions.
“Would I be so reckless, Kaname?” Sousuke looked away so that she couldn’t see the grin on his lips. “There’s Mizuki up ahead. Should I call her for you. If you like, I could wing her with a rubber bullet. That ought to get her attention.”
Kaname grabbed Sousuke and pulled him behind a tree. “No. She would be the last person I would tell. Who knows what she mighty say. And she might run ahead, ruining the surprise for everyone else.”
Sousuke grunted.
Ruin the surprise for who???
“Pierre Corneille said: ‘When there is no peril in the fight there is no glory in the triumph.’ We aren’t going to make this too complicated, are we?” Sousuke didn’t want to have to decide who had to be told what in which order. “If I handcuff her to the bike rack, she won’t be able to run ahead.”
Kaname kicked Sousuke in the ankle. She wasn’t joking about quotes. Sousuke was walking on thin ice.
The thought about Mizuki was nice, though. She would treat him to lunch today.
“It’s my day, Sousuke. And---” She was cut-off by Sousuke.
“And I am not to ruin a moment of it for you. Moron. Jerk. Big idiot.” Sousuke had heard that more than a dozen times since the end of class yesterday. “There’s Onuki. Maybe we should practice by telling him.”
“No. Most definitely not. He would make some joke or wisecrack about it. Then I would ask you to do something otaku to him. It might damage our friendship with him if you did. I might damage you if you didn’t.” Kaname gave Sousuke another pinch. That was the last one he would let slide. If she did it again, he was going to tickle her in the middle of the hallway, with everyone watching.
For now, that pinch had earned her another quote.
“Have I told you what Horace once said: ‘It is courage, courage, courage, that raises the blood of life to crimson splendor. Live bravely and present a brave front to adversity.’ If we are going to be telling people about us….. shouldn’t we actually tell people about us?” Moving quickly, he caught her hand. “No….. more….. pinching…..”
Kaname was about to say something snooty, but she saw Maya up ahead. “There’s Maya, Sousuke. Let’s go.” She grabbed his hand and started walking quickly. “She’s asked me before in the past, but I think that she stopped being suspicious when Ryo said that I could never keep a secret to save my life.”
“Maya!” Kaname shouted to her friend, just as she began climbing the front stairs of the High School. “Over here. I have something to tell you.”
Maya turned and waved, then headed off towards the two of them. She saw that they were holding hands. One of her eyebrows lifted.
“So, what’s up?” Maya looked over at Sousuke. Sousuke tilted his head towards Kaname.
“Sousuke and I are going to let everyone know that we are dating. Today is the day. You’re the first person that we’ve told.” Kaname was beaming. She suddenly felt very proud, as if she had received commendations for a project well done.
“Seriously, what’s up?” Maya looked nonplussed. “Is this some kind of gag?” She shook her head. “You guys haven’t been acting like you’re an item, you know.”
“I can assure you, Kaname is telling the truth.” Sousuke lifted his hand, showing Maya that his and Kaname’s fingers were interlaced.
“Mmmmm Hmmmm. Anyone can hold hands. I bet Kaname has been schooling you in all sorts of things to say, hasn’t she?” Maya smiled at the look in Sousuke’s eyes. “Aha! See!!!”
“Sousuke?” Kaname scowled, turning to look at Sousuke.
“I didn’t say anything, Kaname. You have been coaching me. I told you that we should just come out and say things.” Sousuke swallowed and stepped back, seeing the look in Kaname’s eyes.
“Good joke, guys! I’ve got some things to hand out in class, so I need to get there early. See ya!” Maya turned and left. Stopping at the top of the stairs, she looked back at her two friends… laughed… then continued on her way.
“Great! Thank you so very much, Sousuke. Now she’ll probably tell everyone else, and they’ll all think it’s some kind of trick. Wonderful. Splendid.” Kaname sighed. Why couldn’t Maya believe that she and Sousuke were a couple? They spent so much time together. Just because they didn’t act affectionate in school shouldn’t make it seem unlikely, right? “Any more quotes, Sousuke?”
Sousuke was improving daily. Every once in a while however, he still reacted unthinking to rhetorical questions.
“Affirmative. Marcus Tullius Cicero said: ‘By doubting we come at truth.’ Our actions will eventually convince Maya, once we have told everyone you want to tell.” We should also keep another thing in mind. Confucius said: ‘It is man that makes truth great, not truth that makes man great.’ I am happy that you are my girlfriend. It is not a matter of pride or gamesmanship to me.”
Seeing the look on Kaname’s face. A bunch of chatting girls cleared a space around her and Sousuke.
“Any more?” By reflex, Kaname began tapping her feet. But, she had changed some too. She had to admit that Sousuke was making very good points. She remembered the Chinese curse: be careful what you wish for… you might get it. It was wonderful that Sousuke was not as dull and dense as she once feared he might be.
Maybe it would be better if he was his old quiet self today.
To his credit, Sousuke took a moment to look in Kaname’s eyes before answering. His obvious appraisal… and the caution that it bespoke… had Kaname grinning, despite herself. She gave him her approval with a quick kiss on the cheek. “General George Catlett Marshall said: ‘Military power wins battles, but spiritual power wins wars.’ It’s just a matter of being patient, dear.”
Sousuke almost never used pet names of terms of affection with Kaname. It usually did not come naturally to him. But, at that moment, the word came straight from his heart.
The effect on Kaname was electric. Her face opened up like a flower, a rosy glow spreading across her cheeks. For a moment, she and Sousuke were the only thing in her world, despite the fact that a growing throng of students were intent on getting to class on time. “OK. Guys may not be as bright as girls; but, they do have their moments.” She leaned up against Sousuke, looked at her watch, and sighed. “We better get going, or else we’ll be late.”
“Somebody will believe you, Kaname.” Sousuke tried to reassure his girlfriend.
“I hope so, Sousuke. I hope so.
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This was important to Kaname. Just once, she would like things to go her way, without too much trouble.
Yes, it was remarkable that she had found someone like Sousuke. He truly was unique, in so many ways. She was something a bit different herself. They both deserved a break, didn’t they?
All she had wanted to do was invite Sousuke to a hotel, to spend some time together. She ended up in America, and he almost died in North Korea. Then, she had hoped to bring him by to meet her family. As well as things had turned out, it was still painful to remember some of things that had happened.
"I am physically sound. Mentally and emotionally I am weak. The medicines. I cannot fight them alone. I needed to hear your voice." When Sousuke had called her, she felt as if she truly mattered. Not just to him, but to the world in general.
"Thank you, Kaname. You will never understand what that means to me. I love you too. I will need to speak with others from time to time. I can not explain why, now. But, could you please just talk to me. I can listen to that, no matter what else I am doing." He had needed her. Twisted and torn by those damned medicines, he had saved New York City and northeastern New Jersey. He could have tried to be macho and proud. Instead, he had turned to her.
She was so very lucky. Was it wrong to look for a little peace? A little fun?
"I love you, Kaname. I just wanted to say good bye." Sousuke's voice had been calm. He obviously didn’t think he would make it out alive, the big noble idiot. Looking over at him, she felt her heart skip a beat. It had almost been like standing at her mother’s bedside in the hospice, watching as she closed her eyes for the last time. "No, Sousuke! I won't say good bye. I will NOT...." She had tried to will him back to her.
He meant so very much, that one time scruffy guy who introduced himself as a sergeant.
“I just hurt... so much." His voice faded out for a moment. Kaname had wondered if it had been his last breath. "Oxygen levels reduced... too much smoke... wanted to say..." The pauses had felt like eternity. She stepped closer to him and squeezed his arm wordlessly, not intending to tell him what she was reliving. “Love you... Kaname.... made my life good... n-never was before...."
That still made her warm inside. And, it was true about him as well. The past month of her life had seemed like a paradise. No explosions. No kidnappings. No trouble at school. Special and memorable stolen moments with Sousuke.
Things she treasured above all else.
They still hadn’t taken the final big step. But, she had begun seriously thinking about it. That was something that she would not brag about in school!
“Kaname, you looked very sad for a moment. Now, you are blushing. Are you OK?” Sousuke looked concerned. “If this is placing too much pressure on you, we can wait for another day.”
“I’m alright, Sousuke. As long as you are standing where I can see you, I’ll be OK. OK???” Kaname straightened her shoulders, feeling her indomitable will returning. She was student class representative and student council Vice President.
What could possibly quench her spirit?
Sousuke plainly looked skeptical, but Kaname punched him in the arm, tossed her hair, and began humming. After a few moments, Sousuke caught up with her as she headed towards the classroom.
“Sousuke!” The two of them turned towards the sound of the shout. It was Shinji. He as scurrying in their direction, against the flow of the students, getting pushed back a foot for every stride he made. “Sousuke, look what I have.”
“Your turn,” Kaname said sweetly, looking up at Sousuke. “Just as we practiced.” She gave him a gentle pinch.
“Shinji. I wanted to let you know personally----” That was all that Sousuke had time to say.
“Sousuke. It’s here. I finally the newest edition of the Tokimeki Memorial dating simulator. It’s really great. It will be right up your alley. Your mission is to obtain a girl's whole hearted love confession under the legendary tree that rewards the lovers with the everlasting relationship…that’s why it has the subtitle, ‘forever with you.’ You can do some more practicing.”
“Your kindness is appreciated, however---” Again Sousuke was interrupted. Kaname’s face began to get that look she would get when Sousuke did something particularly otaku.
“And get this. If you have neglected a girl for long time without calling, or asking her out, she'll set a bomb. A bomb, Sousuke. The bomb will explode without a notice, unless you check with your friend Yoshi. It has a drastic effect of reducing almost all of the girls' reactions to you. The girls who are friends to each other have more drastic effects than who are not.” Shinj was so excited, he almost dropped his armful of books.
“I see. That part does indeed sound intriguing.” Sousuke looked over at Kaname, flinched, then quickly added “I have no need for dating simulators. I already---”
“A girl doesn't need to be at the unhappy state to bomb you. She can be in love with you but set a bomb because you are possibly ignoring her love. If a bomb explodes, you'll hear the explosion with the prompt call from Yoshi at night. He'll advice to amend with the girl as fast as you can. But, the damage is already done, and it may be hard to recover. So---” This time, it was Shinji’s turn to be interrupted.
“Yes, Sousuke. A girl can be in love with you and still set a bomb. Remember that.” Kaname put her book bag down and folded her hands over her chest.
“Shinji. What I wanted to tell you was---” Sousuke was interrupted again. For a moment, hios hand crept towards his pistol. Kaname noticed and nodded her head.
“Shiori Fujisaki is a heroine in this game. She is a childhood friend of you. She is beautiful and kind, just the type of girl you need.” Shinji glanced at Kaname, then cringed. “Mio Kisaragi is a rather shy girl with glasses. She loves reading. She reminds me of Kyouko. Kyouko might be someone you should ask out some day when you have the courage.” Shinji looked around, trying to pinpoint the source of a growling noise. “Nozomi Kiyokawa is a good swimmer. She’s sort of a boyish type. Something like Maya. Yukari Koshiki is a so-called "Japanese girl". She does anything very slowly. Like Ryo. But prettier .”
Kaname smiled. She would mention that last bit to Ryo. She suspected that Ryo would be anything but slow in exacting her retribution.
“Oh, and there’s Mira Kagami. She’s a very attractive girl, but she acts a little overbearingly.” Shinji stared directly at Kaname. He knew where the growling noise was coming from now. But, he continued just the same. “Miharu Tatebayashi is a mysterious girl. Sometimes she hits you. But, you don’t know much about her beyond that.” He was looking at Kaname again.
Everybody in the hallway jumped at the sound of gunfire. Seeing it was only Sousuke, the other students continued as if nothing had happened. Shinji’s books lay scattered on the floor. The silver disc for his simulator rolled down the hall like a wheel.
“May I speak now, Shinji?” Sousuke slid his pistol back into place.
“Y-Y-Yes….” Shinji looked as if he badly needed to use the restroom.
“I wanted to let you know personally that I am already dating someone very special. We have been going together for a number of months now. It has been kept secret until today.” Sousuke took Kaname’s hand again.
“Who?” Shinji totally overlooked or ignored his friends hand holding. Kaname sighed and rolled her eyes.
“Kaname,” Sousuke said, grinning when she leaned up against him. Just saying that made him feel wonderful. Unintentionally, he thought back to their flight back from New York. “Yes. Let’s see. Have Sousuke impress Daddy. Check.” Kaname had leaned over and given him a kiss. “Give Ayame something to be jealous about. Big check!” She had squeezed his arm. “Have Sousuke speak up to Tessa. Check. That little…..” Kaname had tossed her hair. “Save the world. Close enough.” What she had said next had set-up a rather pleasant trip home.. “Have Sousuke touch my breast.
Shinji stood petrified. About to grouse, Kaname saw the look on Sousuke’s face. “What are you thinking about?”
“Uh….” Sousuke looked at Shinji, then back at Kaname.
“Well?” Kaname pulled on his shirt sleeve.
“The plane flight home….” he whispered in her ear.
“Oh…” She blushed, then smiled. “You’re a bad man, Sousuke.” She gave him a quick kiss. “Don’t you ever change, do you hear?”
“K-K-Kaname….” Shinji looked as if he had bitten into something bitter or extremely sour.
“Yes. She and I---” Sousuke never got to finish his statement.
“K-Kaname?” Shinji shook his head hard. He had even forgotten about his wayward game disk
“Yes. Me!” Kaname stomped her foot. She was turning red in the face.
“Kaname?” Shinji asked once more, still in a state of disbelief. “But she’s….. she’s….. she’s…..”
“Yes-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s…..” Kaname’s words snuck past her lips in a hiss. Specialist or not, Sousuke felt the ever growing need to seek cover.
“Kaname is perfect for me. I could not imagine anyone else I could care about. I am very happy.” Sousuke’s words earned him a look of love from Kaname, and a long stare from Shinji.
“She’s hit you a lot with that fan, hasn’t she. Maybe that’s….” This time, the interruption saved Shinji from a lot of pain. One of the Gundam fans was shrieking about his miraculous find. The disc. Shinji left his books where they lay, and arn off to retrieve his bounty.
“Ooooooooh. You have my permission to hurt him, Sousuke. Hurt him a whole lot!” Kaname stuck out her lip.
“Kaname, violence never changes people’s opinions. It just reduces the number of people with a different opinion.” Sousuke began stacking Shinji’s books for him.
“I can live with that….” Kaname said.
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"Kaname...... Ryo just walked over to the classroom door. She’s standing there chatting with a friend of hers from another class, the girl with the large… shirts.” Sousuke coughed for a moment.
Even noticing another girl’s attributes was grounds for punishment.
“That was a close one, Sousuke. Good catch.” Kaname saluted. “I see Ryo. I almost dread telling her. This is not turning out the way I had imagined.
“If it will make you feel better, we can----” Sousuke wanted Kaname to be happy. She was very hard working… honorable… and had lived a difficult life. She had earned a chance at good fortune. Many people who had such a gift never appreciated it, or deserved it.
“No, Sousuke.” Kaname shook her head. Even if things didn’t go swimmingly, the truth would be out in the open. That alone was worth something to her.
“I have more quotes, if that will make things easier….” Sousuke kept from grinning by biting on the inside of his cheek.
Kaname’s hands twitched. Her eyes narrowed.
Sousuke broke out into a grin despite his efforts. Kaname couldn’t help but grin in return. She touched Sousuke’s hand tenderly with her finger… smiled… then headed over to Ryo.
“Morning, Kaname.” Ryo, as usual, had a large smile. That changed to a contemplative look. “Is there something wrong? You have a strange look on your face.”
Kaname smiled, fluttering one of her hands. “You know how things are, Ryo. Nothing ever comes easy for me. Today’s a big day, but I almost wish I never got out of bed this morning.”
“What? You finally agree to go on a date with Tsubaki or something, but Sousuke foul things up as usual?” Ryo was only half joking. She had a secret crush on the karate guy herself, as did a fair number of other girls. “That way, he won’t follow you everywhere you go, and Mizuki will stop sneaking up behind him all the time.”
“No.” Kaname shook her head. “Not Tsubaki. Sousuke. We’ve been dating since Christmas time. You girls had wondered about that, I gave him that card. Remember?”
“Yes.” Ryo frowned. “We had hoped that you had grown up since then and come to your senses. Sousuke? You’re serious?”
Kaname’s face clouded over.
“Well…… I mean…… well…… Sousuke…… I can see that……” Ryo tried to put on a smile.
Sousuke looked over at Kaname. He would treat her to lunch today. If this didn’t cause her to lose her appetite.
“I couldn’t possibly do any better than Sousuke. You have no idea what he is really like.” Kaname looked over at Sousuke and stared at him longingly for a moment.
“Oh…… yes…… you’re right, Kaname…… you usually are……” Ryo looked like she had just been gifted with the job of telling a group of school children that there wasn’t any Santa Claus.
“Let’s go, Sousuke.” Kaname held out her arm. “It doesn’t matter what anyone else thinks.” When Sousuke took her arm, she smiled at him and nodded to the door. It was blocked with chatting students. Her intent was clear.
“Aten--n-n-n-n-n Hut! Fire in the hole…..” Sousuke didn’t have any heavy weaponry. His classmates knew that he didn’t have any heavy weaponry. They scattered just the same. In their minds, it still did not pay to take the slightest chance with the frightful otaku.
“Yes, you are definitely handy to have around, sweetheart.” Kaname decided that she could use affectionate terms too. The fact that a number of people were listening in had nothing to do with it. “Some friends we have, huh?”
Sousuke remained silent. He looked over at Ryo, then looked away. That said all that he wanted to say.
He had finally won over Kaname’s father. It hadn’t been easy… far from it. But, he judged Shunya to be a fine judge of character, and a difficult man to please where his daughter was concerned.
They had smoked cigars together. He had started coughing, and Kaname’s father had chuckled. "Some things take some time getting used to," he had said. "Including people."
With a lot of coaxing and threats from Kaname, the young soldier had begun seeing value in himself beyond being a strategic or tactical asset. His past actions could not have given his fellow classmates any reason to have a lot of faith in him. Kaname’s prior actions towards him would also serve as a sticking point.
But, he was nothing if not patient. His whole life had turned out to be a waiting game.
But now, he had something worth waiting for.
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“This has turned out to be a real S.N.A.F.U., hasn’t it?” Kaname twisted stands of her hair one way than another. Sousuke had escorted her to her desk.
“Kaname?” Sousuke raised one eyebrow. “A military term?”
“It fits, Sousuke. It fits. You see, I’m growing too. Right?” Kaname looked like she needed some encouragement at that moment.
Sousuke nodded his head. The perfect answer came to him.
“Yes, dear. In all the right places.” It was true, after all. And, it would make her feel good about herself.
Kaname blushed.
“Mmmmm Hmmmmm. After all, you should know, right?” Kaname winked. She laughed when Sousuke froze momentarily. He may have changed radically in some ways, but there was still a good bit of the old Sousuke in him.
She didn’t mind one single bit.
After Sousuke headed over to his own desk, Kyouko walked over to see Kaname. “You didn’t look to happy when you walked in Kaname. Did Sousuke do something again? He’s been pretty good for a while?” Kyouko watched Kaname;s face. “It’s not another thermos, I hope.” Even now, Kyouko’s own joke had her blushing. She nearly keeled over, when she saw that Onuki had walked up just as she had referenced that black day.
“No, Ky. It’s about Sousuke, but it’s not something wrong. It’s something right. You probably already suspected. He and I have secretly been a couple for a number of months now. But, no one will believe us. Or, if they do, they don’t seem happy for us.”
Onuki looked like someone who bit into an unexpectedly spicy curry bun. “Sousuke… say it isn’t so! Is she blackmailing you? Anything I can do to help?”
“See?” Kaname said to Kyouko, sighing.
“Uh huh. You were probably looking forward to this, weren’t you?” Kyouko knew Kaname better than anyone. “Congratulations. If you’re happy, then I’m happy for you.” She had intended to say more, but the class had erupted into a jumbled blend of gasps, whispers, laughter, and noisy talk. Onuki had walked to the back of the room to spill the beans.
“Sousuke, you really dating the Blue-haired Devil? Wooooo. Harsh man. Real harsh.” One boy folded his hands over his chest and fell to the ground.
“I knew he was tough,” one girl added. “But I didn’t think he was crazy.”
“I did!” A boy said. “Just not THAT crazy….”
“Beauty and the Beast!” One boy had a number of other people chuckling. “You tame the Beast yet, Sousuke?” The chuckling gave way to laughter.
“Yeh-h-h-h-h-h. How far have the two of you gone???” The one girl’s question had everyone listening intently. The entire room had gone dead silent.
Kaname was beginning to squeeze the top of her desk. Sousuke decided he would act to diffuse the situation.
“America,” he said. “New York.”
Now, Kaname’s dyspeptic look faded away under the glow of a big self-satisfied smile. That was her man being clever.
“Otherwise, a gentleman does not discuss such matters.” Once again, Sousuke didn’t know when to stop.
Kaname’s smile fractured, leaving a stunned look, then a scowl. Big idiot! Jerk! Moron!
That would only make people think they had something to hide.
“Ooooooo-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-h-h-h-h-h-h-h….” Every girl in the class responded inately.
“Dude!” “Yowser!” “Way to go, stud!” The guys’ responses ere accompanied by hoots and whistles.
“Is he a good shot, Kaname?” One girl quipped.
“Has he had all of his shots….” A boy added quickly.
“Have you gotten him a manual?” The wisecracks were coming in at record speed.
“A leash?” That was the last straw.
Kaname walked to the front of the room and picked up Miss Kagurazaka’s pointer. Bringing it down hard, she snapped off a sound not all that different than one of Sousuke’s pistol shots. Everyone stopped mid-syllable and stared at her.
“Sousuke and I are dating.” She didn’t sound happy. She was far past peeved. “We are each of us very happy.” She eyeballed each and every person who had irritated or disappointed her. “We have not done it yet.” She tossed her hair and stuck out her chin. “Thank you all for your kindness and consideration.”
Miss Kagurazaka had walked on in just as Kaname had started talking. “Well, that was a heartfelt announcement, Miss Chidori.” The teacher looked as if she had taken a big bite of spoiled fruit. “I hope you were joking, in any case. You are such a promising student.” The look she gave Sousuke left no question about her opinion of him. “I would prefer it, however, if class is not used for such personal matters. Why don’t you call it out over the loudspeaker while you are at it?” Miss Kagurazaka grimaced when she noted her V-shaped pointer.
As fate would have it, the intercom system crackled to life. A boy’s voice came over loud and clear.
Onuki.
“May I have your attention please. We have a special announcement.” The class started carrying on again, knowing what was about to happen. Miss Kagurazaka put her hands on her hips, well aware of whose desk was vacant. “It has come to my attention that Sousuke Sagara… year 2 class 4... Is dating Miss Kaname Chidori.” The class began chanting Onuki’s name. Kaname looked over at Sousuke who merely shrugged his shoulders. “Flowers and condolences can be sent to Mr. Sagara care of Miss Kagurazaka’s classroom. After class today, we will be starting a pool. The winner will be the one who most closely guesses how long this rather…… special….. couple will last. There will also be wagers on how long the school and student body will remain intact.”
Kaname’s irritation gave way to a brief moment of fear and concern. Should she be thinking in terms of how long their relationship would last? Her father may have given her his tacit blessing, but she still remembered something that he had said to her when she started high school.
Young romances statistically don’t last very long.
Before, she had worried about losing Sousuke to combat. The pictures of his battle against the Habu Arm Slaves still blazed brightly in her mind.
The Lambda Driver shield on Arbalest had gone through a series of amazing luminescent contortions. Part of the field encircled the ARX-7 itself, sticking like a second skin, extinguishing the flaming liquid that has splashed on the craft. Another part of the field, reinforced multiple times, shot outward, enclosing both of the Habus as Sousuke had pushed his machine forward, grabbing the pair of them in a fierce embrace. After that, the giant Ant-Armor dagger had ended the last surviving enemies life, but not before he started a rather frightful countdown.
The camera crew had shown countless people lining the tops of buildings... standing by windows facing the water... or clustered uneasily by the water's edge. They had all been rewarded for their watchfulness. A huge series of expanding rings of light spread out from a central point out in the eat River, where Sousuke had dragged the two terrorist machines. The lights had spread out for some great distance before fading, leaving nothing but darkness in the formless night.
She had been so relieved when she found out he was alive; but, she had been so scared to see him in the hospital. Of course, when she did get to reunite with the big idiot, it hadn’t been in the manner she might have wished for. He had pushed his walker out of the restroom in a rush, his eyes widening when he saw her . He had been paying attention to her face when he slipped on the slick floor. The walker went flying. He ended up on all fours again, just like before….giving her and a gaggle of nurses a rather dramatic view of his unclothed bottom.
The nurses had all been very appreciative, Much too much so for her liking.
Then , after he had come home to her father’s house, Tessa had shown up unannounced. She had valid reasons to want Sousuke back on duty for Mithril in a manner that brought him nearer to her scheming little grasp. She had been jealous, getting upset with Sousuke when she had mistakenly thought that he had gone to a bar with the clumsy little Captain.
On her subsequent walk with Sousuke, she had voiced her fear. “If you wanted to, you could have your choice of girls, Sousuke."
His words had made her feel so joyful. "I already have, Kaname,” had been his honest and immediate response.
Despite that reassurance, she now began fretting that she might someday lose him to another woman. Maybe she was being paranoid, but she couldn’t help herself.
Damn her past. Damn her weak will. Damn Onuki.
Sousuke stood up from his chair… walked over to her… and whispered in her ear. He had correctly surmised that Onuki’s statement might start her thinking negative thoughts. Her fear of abandonment always had the potential to take on a life of its own, and he wanted to nip any unnecessary thoughts in the bud.
“Kaname, Sun Tzu said: ‘So the important thing in a military operation is victory, not persistence.’ There is truth in that. But, I think the opposite holds true in a relationship. I spent my entire life without having reason to care about someone. Now that I have found that reason, I am not about to throw it away on a whim. Besides, you’re the boss, right?” Sousuke saw one boy leaning close to eavesdrop. The unwanted listener made as if he were gagging. “It’s out of my hands. A difficult thing for a Specialist to accept….”
Sousuke was rewarded with a smile, despite using the quotation.
He was content to take things day by day, moment by moment.
Would Kaname be able to do the same?
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Sousuke walked along the avenue alone, having finished with an errand that he and Kaname had decided would be a kind if belated gesture.
A large water filled bag swung back and forth with each step he took, an occasional slashing noise accompanying a violent explosion of fins and tail inside the bag. The young carp was not overjoyed at its temporary enclosure, and every so often expressed its displeasure.
The gift was for the janitor, still grieving over the loss of his beloved fish, killed and cooked by Sousuke and Tsubaki.
“Hey, Sagara!” A brash young voice called out to him as he came within sight of the school buildings. It was the self-pronounced leader of the music club, accompanied by his buddies. “Wait up there... we have something to discuss with you....”
Sousuke came to a halt, wondering just what dubious thoughts had tickled their fancy.
“We all heard the big announcement today. How much did you pay Onuki to make up that story for you?” Swinging his long hair, the music club leader put on a rather condescending smile. His buddies all laughed and chuckled. “There’s no way it can be true. Chidori’s a babe, even if she scores high on the Bitch’O’Meter most of the time.”
“It is true.” That was all that Sousuke cared to say.
“R-R-Ri-i-i-i-i-i-i-g-h-t....” One of the other club members said with a snicker.
“We remember the flirting contest, dude,” a third boy said, getting high fives from his pals. “You probably paid that married chick to say what she did. That was the only thing that saved you from taking that naked swim!”
Sousuke did not deem to say another word, as there was no need. His silence convinced his challengers even more.
“So-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o....” The leader of the club said, hooking his thumb through a belt loop with a big flourish. “How about we make another wager. We prove that you’re lying, and you go for that swim.” All of the other members nodded their heads, sure that they were right. “If we’re wrong, I promise that we will do the same.”
“Yeh... no need for any clothes eating bacteria, dude!” The whole club burst into satisfied laughter after that quip.
“It is a deal.” Sousuke kept from grinning. If they were men of their words, they would be in for a rather shocking discovery. “You may follow. I am meeting Kaname outside of the school.”
As Sousuke resumed his walk, followed by an eager group of guys, he caught sight of another progression headed his way.
It was the rugby squad.
They appeared so eager to reach him, that they trampled anyone and anything in their path.
“Leader!” The burliest of the group shouted. “Hold up!”
Sousuke stopped again. The team members ran up single file, singing one of the songs he had taught them during their training sessions.
“Hey leader, we heard the news. F-cking great!” One set of huge hands slammed hard against his back in congratulations.
“Shit yeh!” Another hand slammed across his back.
“She’s a G’dam lucky gal!” More people added their congratulations.
“Right! And we f-cking like Miss Chidori. She’s a great f-cking girl. Shit!”
The leader of the music club laughed, talking loudly and flamboyantly to his friends. “They actually fell for that trick. Meatheads!” They all laughed.
Seeing the look on the rugby teams faces, Sousuke said “They doubt my word. We have a wager. Whomever is wrong swims naked in the lake." Sousuke looked over at the music guys. "You are willing to repeat that deal in front of witnesses, are you not?”
“Sure....” the club leader tossed his hair again, unconcerned.
“No... 'f-cking' sure....” Another club member aped the rugby team's tendency for swear words.
“Heard and witnessed,” the leader of the rugby team said, holding back from using any obscenities.
After that, the growing crowd moved on up the front driveway to the school. Sousuke headed over to a row of nice shade trees. Kaname was reserving a bench for the two of them, and had the bentos she had bought ready.
When she saw Sousuke, she stood up... waved... and blew him a kiss.
The members of the music club began to sweat some. The rugby players surrounded them all.
Sousuke smiled.
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Kaname sat on the bench, waiting.
The shade was very nice, as was the gentle intermittent breeze that teased the covers of the bento boxes and blew occasional strands of hair in her face.
Waiting for Sousuke was something she had become very good at.
She remembered waiting to find out what his answer would be when he found the Christmas Eve invitation she had meant for him. She thought back to the difficult waiting she had to do when he left to fight in North Korea. She sighed, thinking back to the relatively short wait she had to live through when Sousuke had walked away from her father’s house, not having been there for more than a few minutes before getting into a heated discussion with her father. The worst wait of all had been the one that followed his heroic actions in New York City.
This kind of wait was nothing.
If anything, sitting alone on the bench allowed her to collect her thoughts after a rather tumultuous first half of the school day.
Movement caught her eye. She looked towards it. It was Ren, accompanied by Atsunobu Hayashimizu. She smiled seeing the two of them. If anyone deserved to be a couple as much as she and Sousuke did, it was those two starstruck individuals.
Why didn’t the two of them ever go the extra step? Was it Ren’s family background? Or, were the whispered suspicions about a mysterious past for the Student Council President carry some devastating truth?
Her two friends were definitely headed in her direction.
“Kaname,” Ren said when she got close enough to talk politely. “I heard about your good news. I wanted to tell you how happy I am for you. The classroom did not seem the appropriate place, not with all of the nonsense going on.”
Kaname smiled. Ren’s statement had her feeling very happy, not to mention grateful.
“Thank you,” Kaname said. “I was definitely hoping that more people were going to feel the same way you do.”
“Don’t worry about them. People like that are always very fickle. Before you know it, the ones who are amused or unbelieving will soon be jealous, wishing they had what you do. I personally couldn’t be any happier. Two of my favorite people and best student officers getting together? Wonderful. Simply marvelous.” Atsunobu pushed his glasses up further on his nose. “I think the two of you are meant for each other.”
The young man appeared oblivious to the look that Ren gave him, but Kaname suspected that he was well aware just the same.
“I hope we are,” Kaname said. “There can’t be too many girls who would put up with Sousuke.” Kaname didn’t believe her own joke, even though her two friends smiled and nodded their heads. Images of Kumi and Izumi flashed across her mind, including one with an errant meatball that Sousuke had referenced earlier. “And, how many guys would want to go out with me when everything is said and done.” Unfortunately, she was only too ready to accept that as truth.
She knew her own reputation all too well.
Ren cocked her head, then smiled. “Here he comes. Looks like he has a large following this afternoon.”
Kaname turned quickly, then stood up when she saw Sousuke. She waved her arm to get his attention. Her heart began beating faster, and her breathing quickened. She couldn’t help but feel excited every time she saw him, even after brief separations.
As Sousuke heraded towards her, there was a loud cry from the front of the school. “SA….. GA…… RA……”
A form came running towards them all. A subtle blue nimbus seemed to waver and fluctuate around the irate form of Tsubaki Issei. Obviously, he was powering up for some ultimate martial arts attack.
“Sagara… you lying cad… you black-hearted bastard… you will not get away with those lies. This time you will not avoid our confrontation. Your punishment is way overdue!” When he saw Kaname, he stopped, then began mumbling some. “I will protect your honor, Kaname.” He blushed.
Kaname no longer found that attitude or that kind of pronouncement to be cute or heartwarming. Today, it was simply one more annoyance that she did not want.
“Here. I thought you might like to take a look at the carp before I deliver it. It should do well enough in the bag for a while longer, so we may have time to eat together.” Sousuke handed the bag to Kaname.
“It was unwise to turn your back on me, you fool!” Tsubaki began a lunge in Sousuke’s direction.
“Baka!!!” Kaname swung the fish bag with all of her might. A sodden impact could be heard across the front square of the school. A stunned karate guy looked up at an angry Kaname, laying flat on his back at her feet.
“Good f-cking move!” One of the rugby team members shouted. That was followed by a round of applause.
“It was rather impressive, Kaname.” Sousuke smiled, even though he felt sorry for the fish. The bag was shaking dramatically, the result of the carp’s fit of pique. “Creative, too.”
Kaname smiled. She handed the bag to a startled Ren, not caring how many people were watching. Wrapping both free arms around Sousuke, she gave him a fierce hug. “I missed you, you big jerk. Did you walk all the way to Osaka or something?”
“No. Should I have?” Sousuke smiled when Kaname punched his arm lightly. “I did not want to be away from you that long.”
“Good answer,” Kaname said, giving Sousuke a quick kiss on the cheek. “Very very good answer.”
Tsubaki looked like he had swallowed his tongue. There was a concerted groan from the music club members, who all had a quick retreat blocked by the chortling rugby players. Ren smiled.
“What’s with them?” Kaname pointed towards the music club members, each of whom was being carried in her direction by his collar or the scruff of his neck. She gave Sousuke an even longer kiss when he explained the bet. “Now that’s something we should get Onuki to announce overhead. If we let him live, that is.”
“Affirmative.” Sousuke saluted the leader of the rugby squad, who gave him a toothy smile and a big thumbs up.
“Oooooh… you big bullies. I’m coming Tsubaki….” It was Mizuki. She had broken concealment and was running towards a prone Tsubaki.
The frantic looking karate guy tried to get to his feet. Sousuke placed his foot on his chest and kept him from moving. “I can think of someone who is truly overdue for punishment,” he said.
“Please… for the love of all that is holy….” Tsubaki pleaded with Sousuke, still feeling too shocked to resort to any kind of physical response.
“Kaname?” Sousuke looked in her direction. “Can I be forgiving, just this once?”
“Hmmmm….” Kaname hid a smile behind her hand. She looked as if she were actually contemplating something, watching the look in Tsubaki’s eyes as he tracked Misuki’s every step. “Just this once. It is a big day, after all.”
Allowed to rise, Tsubaki took off as if he were trying out for the school relay team. Mizuki stopped in front of Sousuke and Kaname, an obvious look of disappointment on her face. Turning to the couple, she looked them both over, then began to laugh, louder and louder.
Kaname’s face turned dark. She grabbed the carp bag back from Ren, and swung her arm back in preparation.
“The fish has had enough excitement today, dear.” Sousuke took the bag out of Kaname’s hand before she had a chance to follow through. He thought of what he wanted to say. It was not exactly kind, but it would mollify Kaname. “It is only Mizuke.”
Kaname’s face calmed. She smiled at Sousuke, appreciating the fact that he realized just what she had needed. “You’re right. She still probably hasn’t had a kiss since that one you gave her.” Kaname chuckled, amused by the pale look on Mizuki’s face. “Oh look… is that Tsubaki over there… talking with Shirai?”
Misuki jumped slightly… looked in the direction Kaname had indicated… then cursed when she realized that she had been tricked. After giving Sousuke and Kaname one more grumpy stare, she stomped off back towards the school.
Kaname smiled happily, then sighed.
“This has turned out to be such a wonderful day.”
Lunch tasted particularly good that afternoon.
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After school let out, Kaname and Sousuke went to the grocery store together.
Rather than going to a restaurant to celebrate their day, they each felt that it would be nice to cook something at Souske’s apartment. Kaname felt an urge to cook, and she wanted to encourage Sousuke to try more gourmet recipes himself. It wouldn’t hurt to tell her father that Sousuke was still trying to follow in his footsteps.
For some reason, it felt like it had been years since they had been in New York. Kaname smiled, remembering Sousuke in his apron. Her smile dimmed a slight bit, remembering Tessa showing up unannounced with that Mardukas guy in tow.
The nerve of her.
At least she was off at sea somewhere, safely away from the peaceful dinner she and Sousuke would share.
When they had carried the grocery bags up to Sousuke’s door, Sousuke told Kaname to go wait for him at the end of the hallway. Someone had been in his room. There was a chance that someone was still waiting inside.
Bowing to Sousuke’s expertise, she did as she was told, fretting while she watched Sousuke quietly open the door and disappear inside. Her heart jumped up into her throat when she heard a loud crashing noise.
Against her better judgment, Kaname ran to peek into the apartment. If Sousuke were in danger, she would want to go for help.
There was one man down on the floor, legs and arms spread akimbo. Another man held a gun at his side. Sousuke slowly lowered his own gun, a shocked look coming to his face.
Someone else stepped into view.
Kaname dropped both bags of food.
It was Tessa.
He still had time. Not a lot, but it ought to suffice.
It never paid to keep Kaname waiting. She had called him three separate times the night before, after she had gotten back to her apartment. Today it would be particularly inadvisable to displease her.
Finished with his school uniform, he picked up his school bag and headed for the door. He stopped to stare at a fax he had received the night before. A new mission was coming up. There would be further details some time that afternoon or later that evening.
His hand hovering over the door latch, Sousuke took a step back to ponder.
What would the proper thing be for him to show his affection to Kaname?
He was certain she would be looking for some statement, act, or object. As long as he had something, he would be safe. The precise object was always impossible to guess---Kaname apparently made up her mind after she saw whatever Sousuke settled on. But, overlooking things altogether could prove his undoing.
Nodding his head, he walked over to the bouquet of flowers that Kaname had brought by the other day to help spruce up his ‘drab and dreary domecile.’ After selecting the appropriate blossom, he stripped off a couple of leaves and one petal. It still looked nice.
Had he not modified things, Kaname would no doubt recognize the exact flower and scold him as an Indian Giver.
His thoughts drifted back to his trip to America. Kaname had set up a large tripod was set up in her apartment. She had stood in front of it, a long wooden pointer in her hand. On a large pad of sketch paper she had written two heading: 'Thing To NEVER Do or Say' and 'Good Things To Say or Do.'
She had trained him in the proper manner to behave around her father. That had certainly worked! Right! Now, last night, she had tried to school him in the proper manner to approach their classmates today. He sighed.
He had enough mission planners to deal with at Mithril.
Walking down the hallway towards the elevator, Sousuke couldn’t help but grin briefly. He remembered pulling a luggage cart next to Kaname. Shunya had spoken before he could. "Oh, thank you young man. That looks heavy. Here, a little something for your trouble." Kaname’s father pressed a folded ten dollar bill into the startled young soldier's hand.
Not long after that, Mr. Chidori had shown his displeasure about their flying arrangements. "Hmmmmm. I don't see any luggage stickers on you." Shunya had not been thrilled to hear about Kaname's manner of travel. He had looked her up and down with intense scrutiny, as if he were checking to see if a single thread were out of place. "I take it the two of you did not have any chaperons. Living ones, in any case."
If that hadn’t been bad enough, he could recall Kaname’s remark in the parking area as they waited for her father. "Sousuke, what are you doing to Mr. Smith?!!" Her father had been 'overjoyed' to find his hired bodyguard roughed up and handcuffed to a piece of metal.
Yes, Kaname’s tutelage had worked wonders….
Hopefully, today would go much smoother.
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Kaname was waiting by the front door to Sousuke’s apartment, not at their usual rendezvous point.
She checked her appearance in her compact for the fifth or sixth time. She looked fine…… didn’t she? Today was too special a day to mess up. She needed to look, smell, and sound her best.
So did Sousuke.
It would be just like that big idiot to ruin things somehow. She still cringed when she remembered something that he had said to her father in front of his house, not long after they had gotten out of the limousine. "Sir, I have been a soldier from long before I could shave. I have done what I have had to do. I make it a point to only do what I think is right. I see no justice in being unfairly judged by a man who talks for a living."
That had gone over well!!!
Of course, he had done much better when her father gave him a second chance, hadn't he??? "EVERYBODY DOWN!!!" Sousuke had knocked her and Ayame and Kaname to the floor, grabbed a live grenade, and ran towards an open window in the kitchen. With a well placed toss, he cleared the window sill and bounced the grenade out into an alley.
That had been after Mr. Smith had fired Sousuke’s pistol in the house!
“Oooooh…. Sousuke…. if you….” Kaname clenched her fists.
“Yes, Kaname?” Sousuke had naturally walked out of the door just as Kaname had been speaking his name.
“Sousuke!” Kaname covered her embarrassment by running up and giving Sousuke a kiss and a short hug. She checked herself in her mirror again to make certain that the moron hadn’t mussed her up. “Ready for the big day?”
Sousuke knew exactly what Kaname was talking about. It wasn’t actually a big day for him. He doubted that anyone would truly be surprised. Still, he would follow through on Kaname’s behalf, because it would make her happy.
But, having been lectured for three straight hours the night before, he was still in somewhat of a disapproving state. That was not good use of a Specialist’s time.
“Kaname?” That question alone ought to get her going.
“I KNOW you know what I’m talking about, Mister! We only spent two hours going through the drill last night!” Kaname stamped her foot. She smiled momentarily, seeing the flower in Sousuke’s hand. But, she quickly put on a scowl.
There was a point to be won here.
“Three.” Sousuke handed Kaname the lily.
“Thank you. It’s lovely.” Kaname smirked. “See. I KNEW you remembered.”
“I recall the time, Kaname. I think we spent so much time on your mission, that I have forgotten everything before that, and everything since.” Sousuke shrugged his shoulders.
“I see.” Kaname started walking, waiting for Sousuke to fall in at her side. “I suppose we can go over things again on the way to school. We can take the long route. We have time.” Kaname fought a grin, seeing the inadvertent expression on Souskue’s face. Ha!
Sousuke blinked rapidly. He enjoyed these games with Kaname. What tact should he take next? Yes, that might work. Oh, that would be good, too. “I was thinking about or trip to visit your family, Kaname.”
“Really?” Kaname looked somewhat shocked. “So was I!” She didn’t dare mention the grenade. The last thing she wanted to do was set Sousuke’s train on a military track. “What were you thinking about? Our time together in my room, when Daddy was out….” Kaname particularly liked that memory.
The two of them had shared similar moments again since that time, but that memory stood out.
It was special.
“No. I was thinking about the time Kumi and Izumi were serving appetizers…..” Sousuke took a full step away from Kaname.
Kaname froze. She turned very slowly towards Sousuke, as if she were made of ice and was afraid she might break into a thousand pieces. “Are….. you….. sure….. that….. was….. what….. you….. were ….. thinking….. about…..”
Sousuke swallowed hard. Gauron had been the only other person who had given him a look half that frightful.
“Uh… ummm… actually, I was thinking about the lessons you gave me before our trip.” Sousuke began to sweat. That was also dangerous ground.
Kaname stopped.
She grimaced.
“I see. You think that I’m making a big deal over nothing. Is that it?” She put on hand on her hip, and shook the flower with the other. “This is just another day for you?” He voice was irritated, but her eyes were worried and vulnerable.
“Negative,” Sousuke reassured her quickly. “As I have intimated before, what is important to you is important to me.” That should suffice, but it wouldn’t hurt to add a little more. “I love you, Kaname. If the other students have not figured that out by now, I have no problem with them becoming better informed.” He did care deeply for her.
Even after a month or so after their last sojourn, he still found himself amazed by that fact.
Kaname blushed. She never grew tired of hearing Sousuke say that he loved her. She knew he had probably added that comment to mollify her. It didn’t matter, because she knew he was speaking the truth. That alone was worth a hundred days like this one.
“I don’t think they know, Sousuke. That’s why I am really looking forward to today. The looks on their faces ought to be priceless. Uh oh,” Kaname just thought of something. “Tsubaki will probably challenge you to a fight again.”
“It would not be wise for him to challenge me over you.” The tone of Sousuke’s voice sent chills running up and down Kaname’s spine. She luxuriated in the knowledge that Sousuke would let nothing come between them
Not even Mithril!
Right????
“Besides,” Sousuke continued. “They must know. They simply did not wish to make you uncomfortable. Buddha said: ‘Three things cannot be long hidden: the sun, the moon, and the truth.’ Yes. You will see.”
Kaname furrowed her eyebrows.
“Buddha?” Kaname smoother her skirt. Did it make her look thick in the hips? “What made you think of Buddha, Sousuke. You were looking at me.” She stuck out her lower lip.
“You do not remind me of Buddha, Kaname.” Sousuke grinned. It was too golden an opportunity to pass up. “You haven’t gained that much weight….”
“That’s good…. W-w-what….” That last barb had hit Kaname right in her confidence. “You… you….” her annoyance quickly gave way to insecurity. “You don’t think I look fat, do you Sousuke?”
“No,” Sousuke said. “I think you look beautiful. I was just joking. You have said that you like it when I joke.” He wondered if she really did. “I will cease doing so, if it makes you worry too much.”
Kaname smiled. She felt a little sheepish. Even as long as they had been going together now, she still had things to work on. Still, she wouldn’t trade the changes in Sousuke for anything in the world.
“If you give me a nice long kiss, I might forgive you.” She grinned an evil grin. “Might. M… i… g… h… t…” Tossing her hair, she looked up when Sousuke stepped in front of her. “We may need to finally make our trip to that hotel….”
“Uh….”
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“OK, Sousuke. When you run across Shinji, what are you going to say?” Kaname stopped at the edge of the street, not in any hurry to cross just yet.
Sousuke’s teeth made a grinding noise. “Shinji. I wanted to let you know personally. Kaname and I have been dating for a number of months.” Why did he have to practice something so simple.
“Not too bad. It could use more feeling. More panache. A girl might start to think you don’t care that much.” Kaname kept from smiling. She was breaking Sousuke in for future events, whatever they might be. If he only thought that she was working on the present day, all the better.
“I see. A guy might think that the announcement was far more important than the relationship.” Sousuke gave Kaname a pointed look.
“Yes. A guy might. A guy. Boy’s are not nearly as bright as girls. Hmmmpppfff!” Kaname grabbed Sousuke’s hamd and started dragging him across the street. “Don’t step in that puddle!” She jerked Sousuke’s arm, so that he had no choice but to step in the deep water filled crevice.
Sousuke scowled as the water flooded his shoe and left his sock sopping wet. Kaname was in one of those moods.
“So, what are you going to say to Tsubaki?” Kaname hadn’t gone over that one with Sousuke. She was curious what might come to mind.
Frowning as his one shoe made a grotesque squishing sound, accompanied by an irritating sucking sensation, Sousuke replied “She’s yours for ten yen….”
Kaname stopped in the middle of the road. Sousuke had to push her safely to the side just as a large truck came barreling around the turn.
She walked over to Sousuke… knocked the book bag out of his hand… and wrapped her arms around his neck. In front of a number of students, she gave him a deep long kiss. “Going to give that up for ten yen, soldier?” She looked mighty satisfied with herself.
“No.” Sousuke smiled. “Nothing less than fifty yen!” Seeing the look on Kaname face he took off jogging.
“That’s it!” Laughing, Kaname chased after him. When they made it within sight of the school, the two of them held hands and took a moment to catch their breath.
“Almost there, Sousuke.” Kaname started to feel very excited. It was almost like the feeling she had as a child at Christmas time in New York.
“Affirmative. Are you entirely certain that today is the day. You have said that on two prior ‘definite’ days and three prior ‘possible‘ days. Mencius said: ‘Truth uttered before its time is always dangerous.’ It’s been months since we started going together as a couple. Is it finally time?”
“Oooooh… just what I needed, a reminder. Well, let me tell you what is dangerous. Smart aleck boyfriends and quotes. Especially quotes. God help you if you use any military quotes.” Kaname gave Sousuke a sharp pinch. The halisen was in her locker gathering cobwebs.
But, it was available for special occasions.
“Would I be so reckless, Kaname?” Sousuke looked away so that she couldn’t see the grin on his lips. “There’s Mizuki up ahead. Should I call her for you. If you like, I could wing her with a rubber bullet. That ought to get her attention.”
Kaname grabbed Sousuke and pulled him behind a tree. “No. She would be the last person I would tell. Who knows what she mighty say. And she might run ahead, ruining the surprise for everyone else.”
Sousuke grunted.
Ruin the surprise for who???
“Pierre Corneille said: ‘When there is no peril in the fight there is no glory in the triumph.’ We aren’t going to make this too complicated, are we?” Sousuke didn’t want to have to decide who had to be told what in which order. “If I handcuff her to the bike rack, she won’t be able to run ahead.”
Kaname kicked Sousuke in the ankle. She wasn’t joking about quotes. Sousuke was walking on thin ice.
The thought about Mizuki was nice, though. She would treat him to lunch today.
“It’s my day, Sousuke. And---” She was cut-off by Sousuke.
“And I am not to ruin a moment of it for you. Moron. Jerk. Big idiot.” Sousuke had heard that more than a dozen times since the end of class yesterday. “There’s Onuki. Maybe we should practice by telling him.”
“No. Most definitely not. He would make some joke or wisecrack about it. Then I would ask you to do something otaku to him. It might damage our friendship with him if you did. I might damage you if you didn’t.” Kaname gave Sousuke another pinch. That was the last one he would let slide. If she did it again, he was going to tickle her in the middle of the hallway, with everyone watching.
For now, that pinch had earned her another quote.
“Have I told you what Horace once said: ‘It is courage, courage, courage, that raises the blood of life to crimson splendor. Live bravely and present a brave front to adversity.’ If we are going to be telling people about us….. shouldn’t we actually tell people about us?” Moving quickly, he caught her hand. “No….. more….. pinching…..”
Kaname was about to say something snooty, but she saw Maya up ahead. “There’s Maya, Sousuke. Let’s go.” She grabbed his hand and started walking quickly. “She’s asked me before in the past, but I think that she stopped being suspicious when Ryo said that I could never keep a secret to save my life.”
“Maya!” Kaname shouted to her friend, just as she began climbing the front stairs of the High School. “Over here. I have something to tell you.”
Maya turned and waved, then headed off towards the two of them. She saw that they were holding hands. One of her eyebrows lifted.
“So, what’s up?” Maya looked over at Sousuke. Sousuke tilted his head towards Kaname.
“Sousuke and I are going to let everyone know that we are dating. Today is the day. You’re the first person that we’ve told.” Kaname was beaming. She suddenly felt very proud, as if she had received commendations for a project well done.
“Seriously, what’s up?” Maya looked nonplussed. “Is this some kind of gag?” She shook her head. “You guys haven’t been acting like you’re an item, you know.”
“I can assure you, Kaname is telling the truth.” Sousuke lifted his hand, showing Maya that his and Kaname’s fingers were interlaced.
“Mmmmm Hmmmm. Anyone can hold hands. I bet Kaname has been schooling you in all sorts of things to say, hasn’t she?” Maya smiled at the look in Sousuke’s eyes. “Aha! See!!!”
“Sousuke?” Kaname scowled, turning to look at Sousuke.
“I didn’t say anything, Kaname. You have been coaching me. I told you that we should just come out and say things.” Sousuke swallowed and stepped back, seeing the look in Kaname’s eyes.
“Good joke, guys! I’ve got some things to hand out in class, so I need to get there early. See ya!” Maya turned and left. Stopping at the top of the stairs, she looked back at her two friends… laughed… then continued on her way.
“Great! Thank you so very much, Sousuke. Now she’ll probably tell everyone else, and they’ll all think it’s some kind of trick. Wonderful. Splendid.” Kaname sighed. Why couldn’t Maya believe that she and Sousuke were a couple? They spent so much time together. Just because they didn’t act affectionate in school shouldn’t make it seem unlikely, right? “Any more quotes, Sousuke?”
Sousuke was improving daily. Every once in a while however, he still reacted unthinking to rhetorical questions.
“Affirmative. Marcus Tullius Cicero said: ‘By doubting we come at truth.’ Our actions will eventually convince Maya, once we have told everyone you want to tell.” We should also keep another thing in mind. Confucius said: ‘It is man that makes truth great, not truth that makes man great.’ I am happy that you are my girlfriend. It is not a matter of pride or gamesmanship to me.”
Seeing the look on Kaname’s face. A bunch of chatting girls cleared a space around her and Sousuke.
“Any more?” By reflex, Kaname began tapping her feet. But, she had changed some too. She had to admit that Sousuke was making very good points. She remembered the Chinese curse: be careful what you wish for… you might get it. It was wonderful that Sousuke was not as dull and dense as she once feared he might be.
Maybe it would be better if he was his old quiet self today.
To his credit, Sousuke took a moment to look in Kaname’s eyes before answering. His obvious appraisal… and the caution that it bespoke… had Kaname grinning, despite herself. She gave him her approval with a quick kiss on the cheek. “General George Catlett Marshall said: ‘Military power wins battles, but spiritual power wins wars.’ It’s just a matter of being patient, dear.”
Sousuke almost never used pet names of terms of affection with Kaname. It usually did not come naturally to him. But, at that moment, the word came straight from his heart.
The effect on Kaname was electric. Her face opened up like a flower, a rosy glow spreading across her cheeks. For a moment, she and Sousuke were the only thing in her world, despite the fact that a growing throng of students were intent on getting to class on time. “OK. Guys may not be as bright as girls; but, they do have their moments.” She leaned up against Sousuke, looked at her watch, and sighed. “We better get going, or else we’ll be late.”
“Somebody will believe you, Kaname.” Sousuke tried to reassure his girlfriend.
“I hope so, Sousuke. I hope so.
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This was important to Kaname. Just once, she would like things to go her way, without too much trouble.
Yes, it was remarkable that she had found someone like Sousuke. He truly was unique, in so many ways. She was something a bit different herself. They both deserved a break, didn’t they?
All she had wanted to do was invite Sousuke to a hotel, to spend some time together. She ended up in America, and he almost died in North Korea. Then, she had hoped to bring him by to meet her family. As well as things had turned out, it was still painful to remember some of things that had happened.
"I am physically sound. Mentally and emotionally I am weak. The medicines. I cannot fight them alone. I needed to hear your voice." When Sousuke had called her, she felt as if she truly mattered. Not just to him, but to the world in general.
"Thank you, Kaname. You will never understand what that means to me. I love you too. I will need to speak with others from time to time. I can not explain why, now. But, could you please just talk to me. I can listen to that, no matter what else I am doing." He had needed her. Twisted and torn by those damned medicines, he had saved New York City and northeastern New Jersey. He could have tried to be macho and proud. Instead, he had turned to her.
She was so very lucky. Was it wrong to look for a little peace? A little fun?
"I love you, Kaname. I just wanted to say good bye." Sousuke's voice had been calm. He obviously didn’t think he would make it out alive, the big noble idiot. Looking over at him, she felt her heart skip a beat. It had almost been like standing at her mother’s bedside in the hospice, watching as she closed her eyes for the last time. "No, Sousuke! I won't say good bye. I will NOT...." She had tried to will him back to her.
He meant so very much, that one time scruffy guy who introduced himself as a sergeant.
“I just hurt... so much." His voice faded out for a moment. Kaname had wondered if it had been his last breath. "Oxygen levels reduced... too much smoke... wanted to say..." The pauses had felt like eternity. She stepped closer to him and squeezed his arm wordlessly, not intending to tell him what she was reliving. “Love you... Kaname.... made my life good... n-never was before...."
That still made her warm inside. And, it was true about him as well. The past month of her life had seemed like a paradise. No explosions. No kidnappings. No trouble at school. Special and memorable stolen moments with Sousuke.
Things she treasured above all else.
They still hadn’t taken the final big step. But, she had begun seriously thinking about it. That was something that she would not brag about in school!
“Kaname, you looked very sad for a moment. Now, you are blushing. Are you OK?” Sousuke looked concerned. “If this is placing too much pressure on you, we can wait for another day.”
“I’m alright, Sousuke. As long as you are standing where I can see you, I’ll be OK. OK???” Kaname straightened her shoulders, feeling her indomitable will returning. She was student class representative and student council Vice President.
What could possibly quench her spirit?
Sousuke plainly looked skeptical, but Kaname punched him in the arm, tossed her hair, and began humming. After a few moments, Sousuke caught up with her as she headed towards the classroom.
“Sousuke!” The two of them turned towards the sound of the shout. It was Shinji. He as scurrying in their direction, against the flow of the students, getting pushed back a foot for every stride he made. “Sousuke, look what I have.”
“Your turn,” Kaname said sweetly, looking up at Sousuke. “Just as we practiced.” She gave him a gentle pinch.
“Shinji. I wanted to let you know personally----” That was all that Sousuke had time to say.
“Sousuke. It’s here. I finally the newest edition of the Tokimeki Memorial dating simulator. It’s really great. It will be right up your alley. Your mission is to obtain a girl's whole hearted love confession under the legendary tree that rewards the lovers with the everlasting relationship…that’s why it has the subtitle, ‘forever with you.’ You can do some more practicing.”
“Your kindness is appreciated, however---” Again Sousuke was interrupted. Kaname’s face began to get that look she would get when Sousuke did something particularly otaku.
“And get this. If you have neglected a girl for long time without calling, or asking her out, she'll set a bomb. A bomb, Sousuke. The bomb will explode without a notice, unless you check with your friend Yoshi. It has a drastic effect of reducing almost all of the girls' reactions to you. The girls who are friends to each other have more drastic effects than who are not.” Shinj was so excited, he almost dropped his armful of books.
“I see. That part does indeed sound intriguing.” Sousuke looked over at Kaname, flinched, then quickly added “I have no need for dating simulators. I already---”
“A girl doesn't need to be at the unhappy state to bomb you. She can be in love with you but set a bomb because you are possibly ignoring her love. If a bomb explodes, you'll hear the explosion with the prompt call from Yoshi at night. He'll advice to amend with the girl as fast as you can. But, the damage is already done, and it may be hard to recover. So---” This time, it was Shinji’s turn to be interrupted.
“Yes, Sousuke. A girl can be in love with you and still set a bomb. Remember that.” Kaname put her book bag down and folded her hands over her chest.
“Shinji. What I wanted to tell you was---” Sousuke was interrupted again. For a moment, hios hand crept towards his pistol. Kaname noticed and nodded her head.
“Shiori Fujisaki is a heroine in this game. She is a childhood friend of you. She is beautiful and kind, just the type of girl you need.” Shinji glanced at Kaname, then cringed. “Mio Kisaragi is a rather shy girl with glasses. She loves reading. She reminds me of Kyouko. Kyouko might be someone you should ask out some day when you have the courage.” Shinji looked around, trying to pinpoint the source of a growling noise. “Nozomi Kiyokawa is a good swimmer. She’s sort of a boyish type. Something like Maya. Yukari Koshiki is a so-called "Japanese girl". She does anything very slowly. Like Ryo. But prettier .”
Kaname smiled. She would mention that last bit to Ryo. She suspected that Ryo would be anything but slow in exacting her retribution.
“Oh, and there’s Mira Kagami. She’s a very attractive girl, but she acts a little overbearingly.” Shinji stared directly at Kaname. He knew where the growling noise was coming from now. But, he continued just the same. “Miharu Tatebayashi is a mysterious girl. Sometimes she hits you. But, you don’t know much about her beyond that.” He was looking at Kaname again.
Everybody in the hallway jumped at the sound of gunfire. Seeing it was only Sousuke, the other students continued as if nothing had happened. Shinji’s books lay scattered on the floor. The silver disc for his simulator rolled down the hall like a wheel.
“May I speak now, Shinji?” Sousuke slid his pistol back into place.
“Y-Y-Yes….” Shinji looked as if he badly needed to use the restroom.
“I wanted to let you know personally that I am already dating someone very special. We have been going together for a number of months now. It has been kept secret until today.” Sousuke took Kaname’s hand again.
“Who?” Shinji totally overlooked or ignored his friends hand holding. Kaname sighed and rolled her eyes.
“Kaname,” Sousuke said, grinning when she leaned up against him. Just saying that made him feel wonderful. Unintentionally, he thought back to their flight back from New York. “Yes. Let’s see. Have Sousuke impress Daddy. Check.” Kaname had leaned over and given him a kiss. “Give Ayame something to be jealous about. Big check!” She had squeezed his arm. “Have Sousuke speak up to Tessa. Check. That little…..” Kaname had tossed her hair. “Save the world. Close enough.” What she had said next had set-up a rather pleasant trip home.. “Have Sousuke touch my breast.
Shinji stood petrified. About to grouse, Kaname saw the look on Sousuke’s face. “What are you thinking about?”
“Uh….” Sousuke looked at Shinji, then back at Kaname.
“Well?” Kaname pulled on his shirt sleeve.
“The plane flight home….” he whispered in her ear.
“Oh…” She blushed, then smiled. “You’re a bad man, Sousuke.” She gave him a quick kiss. “Don’t you ever change, do you hear?”
“K-K-Kaname….” Shinji looked as if he had bitten into something bitter or extremely sour.
“Yes. She and I---” Sousuke never got to finish his statement.
“K-Kaname?” Shinji shook his head hard. He had even forgotten about his wayward game disk
“Yes. Me!” Kaname stomped her foot. She was turning red in the face.
“Kaname?” Shinji asked once more, still in a state of disbelief. “But she’s….. she’s….. she’s…..”
“Yes-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s…..” Kaname’s words snuck past her lips in a hiss. Specialist or not, Sousuke felt the ever growing need to seek cover.
“Kaname is perfect for me. I could not imagine anyone else I could care about. I am very happy.” Sousuke’s words earned him a look of love from Kaname, and a long stare from Shinji.
“She’s hit you a lot with that fan, hasn’t she. Maybe that’s….” This time, the interruption saved Shinji from a lot of pain. One of the Gundam fans was shrieking about his miraculous find. The disc. Shinji left his books where they lay, and arn off to retrieve his bounty.
“Ooooooooh. You have my permission to hurt him, Sousuke. Hurt him a whole lot!” Kaname stuck out her lip.
“Kaname, violence never changes people’s opinions. It just reduces the number of people with a different opinion.” Sousuke began stacking Shinji’s books for him.
“I can live with that….” Kaname said.
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"Kaname...... Ryo just walked over to the classroom door. She’s standing there chatting with a friend of hers from another class, the girl with the large… shirts.” Sousuke coughed for a moment.
Even noticing another girl’s attributes was grounds for punishment.
“That was a close one, Sousuke. Good catch.” Kaname saluted. “I see Ryo. I almost dread telling her. This is not turning out the way I had imagined.
“If it will make you feel better, we can----” Sousuke wanted Kaname to be happy. She was very hard working… honorable… and had lived a difficult life. She had earned a chance at good fortune. Many people who had such a gift never appreciated it, or deserved it.
“No, Sousuke.” Kaname shook her head. Even if things didn’t go swimmingly, the truth would be out in the open. That alone was worth something to her.
“I have more quotes, if that will make things easier….” Sousuke kept from grinning by biting on the inside of his cheek.
Kaname’s hands twitched. Her eyes narrowed.
Sousuke broke out into a grin despite his efforts. Kaname couldn’t help but grin in return. She touched Sousuke’s hand tenderly with her finger… smiled… then headed over to Ryo.
“Morning, Kaname.” Ryo, as usual, had a large smile. That changed to a contemplative look. “Is there something wrong? You have a strange look on your face.”
Kaname smiled, fluttering one of her hands. “You know how things are, Ryo. Nothing ever comes easy for me. Today’s a big day, but I almost wish I never got out of bed this morning.”
“What? You finally agree to go on a date with Tsubaki or something, but Sousuke foul things up as usual?” Ryo was only half joking. She had a secret crush on the karate guy herself, as did a fair number of other girls. “That way, he won’t follow you everywhere you go, and Mizuki will stop sneaking up behind him all the time.”
“No.” Kaname shook her head. “Not Tsubaki. Sousuke. We’ve been dating since Christmas time. You girls had wondered about that, I gave him that card. Remember?”
“Yes.” Ryo frowned. “We had hoped that you had grown up since then and come to your senses. Sousuke? You’re serious?”
Kaname’s face clouded over.
“Well…… I mean…… well…… Sousuke…… I can see that……” Ryo tried to put on a smile.
Sousuke looked over at Kaname. He would treat her to lunch today. If this didn’t cause her to lose her appetite.
“I couldn’t possibly do any better than Sousuke. You have no idea what he is really like.” Kaname looked over at Sousuke and stared at him longingly for a moment.
“Oh…… yes…… you’re right, Kaname…… you usually are……” Ryo looked like she had just been gifted with the job of telling a group of school children that there wasn’t any Santa Claus.
“Let’s go, Sousuke.” Kaname held out her arm. “It doesn’t matter what anyone else thinks.” When Sousuke took her arm, she smiled at him and nodded to the door. It was blocked with chatting students. Her intent was clear.
“Aten--n-n-n-n-n Hut! Fire in the hole…..” Sousuke didn’t have any heavy weaponry. His classmates knew that he didn’t have any heavy weaponry. They scattered just the same. In their minds, it still did not pay to take the slightest chance with the frightful otaku.
“Yes, you are definitely handy to have around, sweetheart.” Kaname decided that she could use affectionate terms too. The fact that a number of people were listening in had nothing to do with it. “Some friends we have, huh?”
Sousuke remained silent. He looked over at Ryo, then looked away. That said all that he wanted to say.
He had finally won over Kaname’s father. It hadn’t been easy… far from it. But, he judged Shunya to be a fine judge of character, and a difficult man to please where his daughter was concerned.
They had smoked cigars together. He had started coughing, and Kaname’s father had chuckled. "Some things take some time getting used to," he had said. "Including people."
With a lot of coaxing and threats from Kaname, the young soldier had begun seeing value in himself beyond being a strategic or tactical asset. His past actions could not have given his fellow classmates any reason to have a lot of faith in him. Kaname’s prior actions towards him would also serve as a sticking point.
But, he was nothing if not patient. His whole life had turned out to be a waiting game.
But now, he had something worth waiting for.
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“This has turned out to be a real S.N.A.F.U., hasn’t it?” Kaname twisted stands of her hair one way than another. Sousuke had escorted her to her desk.
“Kaname?” Sousuke raised one eyebrow. “A military term?”
“It fits, Sousuke. It fits. You see, I’m growing too. Right?” Kaname looked like she needed some encouragement at that moment.
Sousuke nodded his head. The perfect answer came to him.
“Yes, dear. In all the right places.” It was true, after all. And, it would make her feel good about herself.
Kaname blushed.
“Mmmmm Hmmmmm. After all, you should know, right?” Kaname winked. She laughed when Sousuke froze momentarily. He may have changed radically in some ways, but there was still a good bit of the old Sousuke in him.
She didn’t mind one single bit.
After Sousuke headed over to his own desk, Kyouko walked over to see Kaname. “You didn’t look to happy when you walked in Kaname. Did Sousuke do something again? He’s been pretty good for a while?” Kyouko watched Kaname;s face. “It’s not another thermos, I hope.” Even now, Kyouko’s own joke had her blushing. She nearly keeled over, when she saw that Onuki had walked up just as she had referenced that black day.
“No, Ky. It’s about Sousuke, but it’s not something wrong. It’s something right. You probably already suspected. He and I have secretly been a couple for a number of months now. But, no one will believe us. Or, if they do, they don’t seem happy for us.”
Onuki looked like someone who bit into an unexpectedly spicy curry bun. “Sousuke… say it isn’t so! Is she blackmailing you? Anything I can do to help?”
“See?” Kaname said to Kyouko, sighing.
“Uh huh. You were probably looking forward to this, weren’t you?” Kyouko knew Kaname better than anyone. “Congratulations. If you’re happy, then I’m happy for you.” She had intended to say more, but the class had erupted into a jumbled blend of gasps, whispers, laughter, and noisy talk. Onuki had walked to the back of the room to spill the beans.
“Sousuke, you really dating the Blue-haired Devil? Wooooo. Harsh man. Real harsh.” One boy folded his hands over his chest and fell to the ground.
“I knew he was tough,” one girl added. “But I didn’t think he was crazy.”
“I did!” A boy said. “Just not THAT crazy….”
“Beauty and the Beast!” One boy had a number of other people chuckling. “You tame the Beast yet, Sousuke?” The chuckling gave way to laughter.
“Yeh-h-h-h-h-h. How far have the two of you gone???” The one girl’s question had everyone listening intently. The entire room had gone dead silent.
Kaname was beginning to squeeze the top of her desk. Sousuke decided he would act to diffuse the situation.
“America,” he said. “New York.”
Now, Kaname’s dyspeptic look faded away under the glow of a big self-satisfied smile. That was her man being clever.
“Otherwise, a gentleman does not discuss such matters.” Once again, Sousuke didn’t know when to stop.
Kaname’s smile fractured, leaving a stunned look, then a scowl. Big idiot! Jerk! Moron!
That would only make people think they had something to hide.
“Ooooooo-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-h-h-h-h-h-h-h….” Every girl in the class responded inately.
“Dude!” “Yowser!” “Way to go, stud!” The guys’ responses ere accompanied by hoots and whistles.
“Is he a good shot, Kaname?” One girl quipped.
“Has he had all of his shots….” A boy added quickly.
“Have you gotten him a manual?” The wisecracks were coming in at record speed.
“A leash?” That was the last straw.
Kaname walked to the front of the room and picked up Miss Kagurazaka’s pointer. Bringing it down hard, she snapped off a sound not all that different than one of Sousuke’s pistol shots. Everyone stopped mid-syllable and stared at her.
“Sousuke and I are dating.” She didn’t sound happy. She was far past peeved. “We are each of us very happy.” She eyeballed each and every person who had irritated or disappointed her. “We have not done it yet.” She tossed her hair and stuck out her chin. “Thank you all for your kindness and consideration.”
Miss Kagurazaka had walked on in just as Kaname had started talking. “Well, that was a heartfelt announcement, Miss Chidori.” The teacher looked as if she had taken a big bite of spoiled fruit. “I hope you were joking, in any case. You are such a promising student.” The look she gave Sousuke left no question about her opinion of him. “I would prefer it, however, if class is not used for such personal matters. Why don’t you call it out over the loudspeaker while you are at it?” Miss Kagurazaka grimaced when she noted her V-shaped pointer.
As fate would have it, the intercom system crackled to life. A boy’s voice came over loud and clear.
Onuki.
“May I have your attention please. We have a special announcement.” The class started carrying on again, knowing what was about to happen. Miss Kagurazaka put her hands on her hips, well aware of whose desk was vacant. “It has come to my attention that Sousuke Sagara… year 2 class 4... Is dating Miss Kaname Chidori.” The class began chanting Onuki’s name. Kaname looked over at Sousuke who merely shrugged his shoulders. “Flowers and condolences can be sent to Mr. Sagara care of Miss Kagurazaka’s classroom. After class today, we will be starting a pool. The winner will be the one who most closely guesses how long this rather…… special….. couple will last. There will also be wagers on how long the school and student body will remain intact.”
Kaname’s irritation gave way to a brief moment of fear and concern. Should she be thinking in terms of how long their relationship would last? Her father may have given her his tacit blessing, but she still remembered something that he had said to her when she started high school.
Young romances statistically don’t last very long.
Before, she had worried about losing Sousuke to combat. The pictures of his battle against the Habu Arm Slaves still blazed brightly in her mind.
The Lambda Driver shield on Arbalest had gone through a series of amazing luminescent contortions. Part of the field encircled the ARX-7 itself, sticking like a second skin, extinguishing the flaming liquid that has splashed on the craft. Another part of the field, reinforced multiple times, shot outward, enclosing both of the Habus as Sousuke had pushed his machine forward, grabbing the pair of them in a fierce embrace. After that, the giant Ant-Armor dagger had ended the last surviving enemies life, but not before he started a rather frightful countdown.
The camera crew had shown countless people lining the tops of buildings... standing by windows facing the water... or clustered uneasily by the water's edge. They had all been rewarded for their watchfulness. A huge series of expanding rings of light spread out from a central point out in the eat River, where Sousuke had dragged the two terrorist machines. The lights had spread out for some great distance before fading, leaving nothing but darkness in the formless night.
She had been so relieved when she found out he was alive; but, she had been so scared to see him in the hospital. Of course, when she did get to reunite with the big idiot, it hadn’t been in the manner she might have wished for. He had pushed his walker out of the restroom in a rush, his eyes widening when he saw her . He had been paying attention to her face when he slipped on the slick floor. The walker went flying. He ended up on all fours again, just like before….giving her and a gaggle of nurses a rather dramatic view of his unclothed bottom.
The nurses had all been very appreciative, Much too much so for her liking.
Then , after he had come home to her father’s house, Tessa had shown up unannounced. She had valid reasons to want Sousuke back on duty for Mithril in a manner that brought him nearer to her scheming little grasp. She had been jealous, getting upset with Sousuke when she had mistakenly thought that he had gone to a bar with the clumsy little Captain.
On her subsequent walk with Sousuke, she had voiced her fear. “If you wanted to, you could have your choice of girls, Sousuke."
His words had made her feel so joyful. "I already have, Kaname,” had been his honest and immediate response.
Despite that reassurance, she now began fretting that she might someday lose him to another woman. Maybe she was being paranoid, but she couldn’t help herself.
Damn her past. Damn her weak will. Damn Onuki.
Sousuke stood up from his chair… walked over to her… and whispered in her ear. He had correctly surmised that Onuki’s statement might start her thinking negative thoughts. Her fear of abandonment always had the potential to take on a life of its own, and he wanted to nip any unnecessary thoughts in the bud.
“Kaname, Sun Tzu said: ‘So the important thing in a military operation is victory, not persistence.’ There is truth in that. But, I think the opposite holds true in a relationship. I spent my entire life without having reason to care about someone. Now that I have found that reason, I am not about to throw it away on a whim. Besides, you’re the boss, right?” Sousuke saw one boy leaning close to eavesdrop. The unwanted listener made as if he were gagging. “It’s out of my hands. A difficult thing for a Specialist to accept….”
Sousuke was rewarded with a smile, despite using the quotation.
He was content to take things day by day, moment by moment.
Would Kaname be able to do the same?
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Sousuke walked along the avenue alone, having finished with an errand that he and Kaname had decided would be a kind if belated gesture.
A large water filled bag swung back and forth with each step he took, an occasional slashing noise accompanying a violent explosion of fins and tail inside the bag. The young carp was not overjoyed at its temporary enclosure, and every so often expressed its displeasure.
The gift was for the janitor, still grieving over the loss of his beloved fish, killed and cooked by Sousuke and Tsubaki.
“Hey, Sagara!” A brash young voice called out to him as he came within sight of the school buildings. It was the self-pronounced leader of the music club, accompanied by his buddies. “Wait up there... we have something to discuss with you....”
Sousuke came to a halt, wondering just what dubious thoughts had tickled their fancy.
“We all heard the big announcement today. How much did you pay Onuki to make up that story for you?” Swinging his long hair, the music club leader put on a rather condescending smile. His buddies all laughed and chuckled. “There’s no way it can be true. Chidori’s a babe, even if she scores high on the Bitch’O’Meter most of the time.”
“It is true.” That was all that Sousuke cared to say.
“R-R-Ri-i-i-i-i-i-i-g-h-t....” One of the other club members said with a snicker.
“We remember the flirting contest, dude,” a third boy said, getting high fives from his pals. “You probably paid that married chick to say what she did. That was the only thing that saved you from taking that naked swim!”
Sousuke did not deem to say another word, as there was no need. His silence convinced his challengers even more.
“So-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o....” The leader of the club said, hooking his thumb through a belt loop with a big flourish. “How about we make another wager. We prove that you’re lying, and you go for that swim.” All of the other members nodded their heads, sure that they were right. “If we’re wrong, I promise that we will do the same.”
“Yeh... no need for any clothes eating bacteria, dude!” The whole club burst into satisfied laughter after that quip.
“It is a deal.” Sousuke kept from grinning. If they were men of their words, they would be in for a rather shocking discovery. “You may follow. I am meeting Kaname outside of the school.”
As Sousuke resumed his walk, followed by an eager group of guys, he caught sight of another progression headed his way.
It was the rugby squad.
They appeared so eager to reach him, that they trampled anyone and anything in their path.
“Leader!” The burliest of the group shouted. “Hold up!”
Sousuke stopped again. The team members ran up single file, singing one of the songs he had taught them during their training sessions.
“Hey leader, we heard the news. F-cking great!” One set of huge hands slammed hard against his back in congratulations.
“Shit yeh!” Another hand slammed across his back.
“She’s a G’dam lucky gal!” More people added their congratulations.
“Right! And we f-cking like Miss Chidori. She’s a great f-cking girl. Shit!”
The leader of the music club laughed, talking loudly and flamboyantly to his friends. “They actually fell for that trick. Meatheads!” They all laughed.
Seeing the look on the rugby teams faces, Sousuke said “They doubt my word. We have a wager. Whomever is wrong swims naked in the lake." Sousuke looked over at the music guys. "You are willing to repeat that deal in front of witnesses, are you not?”
“Sure....” the club leader tossed his hair again, unconcerned.
“No... 'f-cking' sure....” Another club member aped the rugby team's tendency for swear words.
“Heard and witnessed,” the leader of the rugby team said, holding back from using any obscenities.
After that, the growing crowd moved on up the front driveway to the school. Sousuke headed over to a row of nice shade trees. Kaname was reserving a bench for the two of them, and had the bentos she had bought ready.
When she saw Sousuke, she stood up... waved... and blew him a kiss.
The members of the music club began to sweat some. The rugby players surrounded them all.
Sousuke smiled.
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Kaname sat on the bench, waiting.
The shade was very nice, as was the gentle intermittent breeze that teased the covers of the bento boxes and blew occasional strands of hair in her face.
Waiting for Sousuke was something she had become very good at.
She remembered waiting to find out what his answer would be when he found the Christmas Eve invitation she had meant for him. She thought back to the difficult waiting she had to do when he left to fight in North Korea. She sighed, thinking back to the relatively short wait she had to live through when Sousuke had walked away from her father’s house, not having been there for more than a few minutes before getting into a heated discussion with her father. The worst wait of all had been the one that followed his heroic actions in New York City.
This kind of wait was nothing.
If anything, sitting alone on the bench allowed her to collect her thoughts after a rather tumultuous first half of the school day.
Movement caught her eye. She looked towards it. It was Ren, accompanied by Atsunobu Hayashimizu. She smiled seeing the two of them. If anyone deserved to be a couple as much as she and Sousuke did, it was those two starstruck individuals.
Why didn’t the two of them ever go the extra step? Was it Ren’s family background? Or, were the whispered suspicions about a mysterious past for the Student Council President carry some devastating truth?
Her two friends were definitely headed in her direction.
“Kaname,” Ren said when she got close enough to talk politely. “I heard about your good news. I wanted to tell you how happy I am for you. The classroom did not seem the appropriate place, not with all of the nonsense going on.”
Kaname smiled. Ren’s statement had her feeling very happy, not to mention grateful.
“Thank you,” Kaname said. “I was definitely hoping that more people were going to feel the same way you do.”
“Don’t worry about them. People like that are always very fickle. Before you know it, the ones who are amused or unbelieving will soon be jealous, wishing they had what you do. I personally couldn’t be any happier. Two of my favorite people and best student officers getting together? Wonderful. Simply marvelous.” Atsunobu pushed his glasses up further on his nose. “I think the two of you are meant for each other.”
The young man appeared oblivious to the look that Ren gave him, but Kaname suspected that he was well aware just the same.
“I hope we are,” Kaname said. “There can’t be too many girls who would put up with Sousuke.” Kaname didn’t believe her own joke, even though her two friends smiled and nodded their heads. Images of Kumi and Izumi flashed across her mind, including one with an errant meatball that Sousuke had referenced earlier. “And, how many guys would want to go out with me when everything is said and done.” Unfortunately, she was only too ready to accept that as truth.
She knew her own reputation all too well.
Ren cocked her head, then smiled. “Here he comes. Looks like he has a large following this afternoon.”
Kaname turned quickly, then stood up when she saw Sousuke. She waved her arm to get his attention. Her heart began beating faster, and her breathing quickened. She couldn’t help but feel excited every time she saw him, even after brief separations.
As Sousuke heraded towards her, there was a loud cry from the front of the school. “SA….. GA…… RA……”
A form came running towards them all. A subtle blue nimbus seemed to waver and fluctuate around the irate form of Tsubaki Issei. Obviously, he was powering up for some ultimate martial arts attack.
“Sagara… you lying cad… you black-hearted bastard… you will not get away with those lies. This time you will not avoid our confrontation. Your punishment is way overdue!” When he saw Kaname, he stopped, then began mumbling some. “I will protect your honor, Kaname.” He blushed.
Kaname no longer found that attitude or that kind of pronouncement to be cute or heartwarming. Today, it was simply one more annoyance that she did not want.
“Here. I thought you might like to take a look at the carp before I deliver it. It should do well enough in the bag for a while longer, so we may have time to eat together.” Sousuke handed the bag to Kaname.
“It was unwise to turn your back on me, you fool!” Tsubaki began a lunge in Sousuke’s direction.
“Baka!!!” Kaname swung the fish bag with all of her might. A sodden impact could be heard across the front square of the school. A stunned karate guy looked up at an angry Kaname, laying flat on his back at her feet.
“Good f-cking move!” One of the rugby team members shouted. That was followed by a round of applause.
“It was rather impressive, Kaname.” Sousuke smiled, even though he felt sorry for the fish. The bag was shaking dramatically, the result of the carp’s fit of pique. “Creative, too.”
Kaname smiled. She handed the bag to a startled Ren, not caring how many people were watching. Wrapping both free arms around Sousuke, she gave him a fierce hug. “I missed you, you big jerk. Did you walk all the way to Osaka or something?”
“No. Should I have?” Sousuke smiled when Kaname punched his arm lightly. “I did not want to be away from you that long.”
“Good answer,” Kaname said, giving Sousuke a quick kiss on the cheek. “Very very good answer.”
Tsubaki looked like he had swallowed his tongue. There was a concerted groan from the music club members, who all had a quick retreat blocked by the chortling rugby players. Ren smiled.
“What’s with them?” Kaname pointed towards the music club members, each of whom was being carried in her direction by his collar or the scruff of his neck. She gave Sousuke an even longer kiss when he explained the bet. “Now that’s something we should get Onuki to announce overhead. If we let him live, that is.”
“Affirmative.” Sousuke saluted the leader of the rugby squad, who gave him a toothy smile and a big thumbs up.
“Oooooh… you big bullies. I’m coming Tsubaki….” It was Mizuki. She had broken concealment and was running towards a prone Tsubaki.
The frantic looking karate guy tried to get to his feet. Sousuke placed his foot on his chest and kept him from moving. “I can think of someone who is truly overdue for punishment,” he said.
“Please… for the love of all that is holy….” Tsubaki pleaded with Sousuke, still feeling too shocked to resort to any kind of physical response.
“Kaname?” Sousuke looked in her direction. “Can I be forgiving, just this once?”
“Hmmmm….” Kaname hid a smile behind her hand. She looked as if she were actually contemplating something, watching the look in Tsubaki’s eyes as he tracked Misuki’s every step. “Just this once. It is a big day, after all.”
Allowed to rise, Tsubaki took off as if he were trying out for the school relay team. Mizuki stopped in front of Sousuke and Kaname, an obvious look of disappointment on her face. Turning to the couple, she looked them both over, then began to laugh, louder and louder.
Kaname’s face turned dark. She grabbed the carp bag back from Ren, and swung her arm back in preparation.
“The fish has had enough excitement today, dear.” Sousuke took the bag out of Kaname’s hand before she had a chance to follow through. He thought of what he wanted to say. It was not exactly kind, but it would mollify Kaname. “It is only Mizuke.”
Kaname’s face calmed. She smiled at Sousuke, appreciating the fact that he realized just what she had needed. “You’re right. She still probably hasn’t had a kiss since that one you gave her.” Kaname chuckled, amused by the pale look on Mizuki’s face. “Oh look… is that Tsubaki over there… talking with Shirai?”
Misuki jumped slightly… looked in the direction Kaname had indicated… then cursed when she realized that she had been tricked. After giving Sousuke and Kaname one more grumpy stare, she stomped off back towards the school.
Kaname smiled happily, then sighed.
“This has turned out to be such a wonderful day.”
Lunch tasted particularly good that afternoon.
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After school let out, Kaname and Sousuke went to the grocery store together.
Rather than going to a restaurant to celebrate their day, they each felt that it would be nice to cook something at Souske’s apartment. Kaname felt an urge to cook, and she wanted to encourage Sousuke to try more gourmet recipes himself. It wouldn’t hurt to tell her father that Sousuke was still trying to follow in his footsteps.
For some reason, it felt like it had been years since they had been in New York. Kaname smiled, remembering Sousuke in his apron. Her smile dimmed a slight bit, remembering Tessa showing up unannounced with that Mardukas guy in tow.
The nerve of her.
At least she was off at sea somewhere, safely away from the peaceful dinner she and Sousuke would share.
When they had carried the grocery bags up to Sousuke’s door, Sousuke told Kaname to go wait for him at the end of the hallway. Someone had been in his room. There was a chance that someone was still waiting inside.
Bowing to Sousuke’s expertise, she did as she was told, fretting while she watched Sousuke quietly open the door and disappear inside. Her heart jumped up into her throat when she heard a loud crashing noise.
Against her better judgment, Kaname ran to peek into the apartment. If Sousuke were in danger, she would want to go for help.
There was one man down on the floor, legs and arms spread akimbo. Another man held a gun at his side. Sousuke slowly lowered his own gun, a shocked look coming to his face.
Someone else stepped into view.
Kaname dropped both bags of food.
It was Tessa.
